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There Are Always Stars

A bright star meant someone coming or going
to the people of the forest, guarding the earth,
doing what we had be told to do
for each other, and the other beings here.
When the white sails landed on the sanded coast
they had their own story that would tell of our undoing.
Although it was foreign to us,
coming from another cardinal point,
we were taught to respect that Christian Star
who received his education in a wilderness.
A child was born in a stable and became worshipped.
Reil’s mother did not know who she had.
Wovaka’s mother, Lame Deer’s, Black Elk’s mothers
Knew only that every child born is a savior for the future.
And so they were treated and so they became.
My grandson was born, black haired and squalling,
in the middle of a Manitou Island thunderstorm.
His name is Northern Lightening Man, Wasmo’een
Keyjack, and he became the new light and promise of our future.

There is not wasted breath. We offer the best bits
to our ancestors, and the two-legged, and four-legged,
the swimmers and the crawlers in thanks for the Roving Angel
that helps us know to give is to receive.
We needed to know the father’s son will come again.
We do not take a plant, an animal, a drink, a breath
without first giving offerings and making sure
another generation can be born in its place.
This is the way of accepting their words
without losing the remembrance
of passing that gift on once it is enjoyed
because it was sacred in being given and in being received.

Everyday is Christmas in Indian Country. The sun rises
to remind us we are centered around the spirit
of giving, and that the sun walks a Good Red Road
that we must follow. Every act, every being
is spiritual first. It does not matter if the date is right,
if we meet in four walls, if we sing certain songs,
or chant specific well-worn phrases.
Strangers will come and you offer them the best food.
There is no mention of inconvenience, nor is there show.
We know the more we give, the more spiritual we are.
We do not save it for a holiday. Every day is sacred
and in that sacredness, we offer all when it is needed.

It is not required that we ask, make lists, as if we were poor.
We know we are not. It is the faith we have
in getting what we need that defines us. Our intermediaries
are not elves nor men in red suits,
nor guilt-throwing black robes that hold out their baskets
as a way to live. We live to give, if we can give it all away,
it is seen by who needs to see.

The bird tells of the seed thrown out. The deer
allows itself to be taken for our good. The plant
drops its seeds from the stalk before we cut it.
The child is a sacred gift, and who is to know?
Who is to know? Each child is our only hope
and there are always stars.

Hidden Stars

The stars were out last night
It was pure faith that made us know
that they were there.

Clouds pressed this late November night
and snow pulled its white scarf
over the frilled forest.
It takes the sharp-edged cold
to cut them brilliant
against the dark unknown.
Trees crack in their arch to see them
on nights such as these.
Perhaps, that high, the tops catch a glimpse.

I drop my head on a feathered pillow
below the three-ply drawn curtains
and dream of angels and heroes
strobing beyond where I can touch them,
see them, know them for what they are:
brilliant hidden night stars.

The World Owes You

Oh, my sisters, held against the bread board
of this milk and honey place,
you are mother, Goddess , Gaia,
you are pretty and plain of face.
Take up that brown mug of bitterness,
add the sweetness of your milk, let it spill
down your chin to your breasts.
You are electric, you are wifely, you are shrill.
My god, you are copper, silk, leather,
strawberries and apple, currents and peaches.
You are the stars and moon and sun,
the stones and rocks of washed shores and beaches.
You are the spoon and the knife, the ladler
of sweet and sour, curry and spice.
Sweet Mother in Heaven, you’ve tried
to be nasty and naughty and nice.
Take up your ribbon, your lace,
your bandage, your bruise and scar,
lay them against the rock hard places,
stuff them in holes, fling them away, and far.
Unbend, my daughters, unleash yourself
from the stove and the desk and the man
that you thought would define you
but can not, should not, and never can.
Let your voices go free, your bellies,
your breasts, your heart and your feet.
Leave you homes, your work places,
your cities, your lanes and your streets.
If you have needed, you have, more than once.
Take your heart from the ground,
your hand from the fire, your head from the oven.
Stop the sorrow and the merry-go-round.
Bake your bread, pour your tea,
unloose your hair and be you.
You are holy and sacred where you stand.
The world owes its heart, to you.

Letter To My Birth Mother

Not a note, just bone and sinew punctuations,
genes splattering across these pages.
I have tried to connect the dots.
But there is not hinge, no beginning place
to begin or end. I love you
for who you may have been, who you became,
before me, your beating heart making me dance
and remember to tap these steps I take.

You vanished, like black smoke in the wind.
yet there is an ash, a small potential for flare
deep in the secret place I held a piece of you to.
My heart could not have held such a death
and so I have blown on you, wished you into existence.
A spidery hand, once pulling me from your womb,
left a silken thread attached and hidden, like placenta,
buried beneath a sacred place to be become part of earth.

I have followed the stories of my flesh back to you,
filled in the blanks and dates I know.
I have built fires you could see from heaven,
if you have a wish to, and your age turned backwards
from the late birth you gave me so you can see.
Here, I toss the tie that knots me to you.
Catch it, so I might deliver this note of forgiveness.

Warrior Woman

Time after time, like colors running through the rainbow,
I have dragged gifts forward to who I am today.
Once, I was a warrior woman, wild and restless
to take her lot and make a difference in her world.
She seems to be caught, like hair in a branch,
as I have hurried through this lifetime.

I know her, in the way I attack a problem,
in the anger as it rises
when someone is downtrodden,
where it takes some courage to face a battle I must win.
I hear her telling me when to ride the wild horse,
against the fiercest storms to take what is mine.
I feel her in the moments where bravery
has to push me up or over the highest fears.
I taste her in the back of my throat
when I must defend my honor.

On the quiet moments, I seem not be held
in her armor. Her spear does not point my way.
A moment before she collects herself to save me,
is the emptiest moment. I think she waits
in a gray space, to see if I have become her.

I am afraid to lose her. I rely on her strength.
That violet rush when she comes,
makes me know her and I are one.