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Sweet Potato Rolls

INGREDIENTS
• 1 (.25 ounce) package active dry yeast
• 4 tablespoons white sugar
• 1 1/2 cups canned sweet potato puree
• 1/2 cup warm water (110 degrees F/45 degrees C)
• 3 tablespoons margarine, softened
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 2 eggs
• 3 cups all-purpose flour
DIRECTIONS
1. Dissolve yeast, warm water, and 1 tablespoon sugar in a mixing bowl. Let stand 5 minutes.
2. Add remaining sugar, sweet potato, butter or margarine, salt, and slightly beaten eggs. Stir to mix well. Stir in 3 cups of flour. Turn out on a lightly floured surface. Knead 2 to 3 minutes, adding just enough of remaining flour to prevent sticking. Do not knead too heavily; when smooth, shape into a ball. Place in an oiled bowl, and turn to coat the surface. Cover, and let raise about 1 hour or longer.
3. Punch down, and allow dough to rest for 2 minutes. Divide into 16 to 20 balls, and place on a greased cookie sheet or in a 9×13 inch pan. Allow to rise until doubled.
4. Bake at 375 degrees F (190 degrees C) for 12 to 20 minutes. Serve warm.

Language of Love to the Least of These

Peace; dear, illusive, Peace.  In order to have peace, we must fill the world’s shadows with light.  That light is Education.  The ways of war are darkness.  Let us be light.  Let us think enlightening thoughts.  Let us emote the love of light.  Let us believe in light.  Darkness is nothing more than the absence of light.  As day draws to night, it is the knowledge that the sun will rise again that keeps us through the darkened times.

What life has not felt chaos?  What heart has not known the sorrow of angst?  What person has not felt the illusive crowning of their own glory at the expense of other’s tarnishing?  Our humanity fails us.  Sometimes our faith in ourselves is more a projection of our disbelief in something more, something better, and something holy.  In isolation have we sought Peace on earth.  We have been more concerned with our own Peace at whatever expense.  To know great Peace, we must know great chaos.  How else could we compare and know Peace for what it is? 

I have known personal, social, world chaos and touched the hem of patience as I was bent to it.  As a small child, I had the sense that it was me against the world.  I detached from those who could have lifted me, held me, until the chaos was over.  I became an isolationist in my desires and wishes and pain.  In my isolation was the error of not allowing others to learn from my mistakes and a barrier that held the truth of other’s lessons from me. 

In a rural South American village, I carried a small child for an entire day as she curled herself against my expensive suit.  The musky, earthy, smell of her comfort in those hours of clinging was to become a great lesson for me.  The suit would clean.  The child would forever remember the lady who held her, played with her, fed her, and sought solace for the sights that wounded her.  Amidst the rife and strife of drug wars and poverty, there was a Madonna moment.  I could not make much difference in her world but I could make a difference in her belief in others.  I had come with an International Team to research a rural Education project that was empowering and I was to input western philosophy to enhance it.  I left with a commitment to change the world one child at a time.  I spent the rest of my career holding children, educating child, and searching for the key to peaceful survival in the midst of chaos.

While the world group-leaders pit themselves against each other, while one group of race searches for ways to exert more power over another, while one faith group fights for their mighty One Way, I am very aware of surrender.  Surrender in disallowing others to have you join their chaos-making group.  Surrender, by getting personally, socially, involved in the culture and beliefs of those who are called “Enemy”.  Surrendering to the children, who desire comfort rather than chaos, is the key.  By going into those “hated” lands and “hated” houses, and serving the children, is the key to knowing and understanding. 

There is no age group as forgiving as children.  There is no purer honesty than that which comes from the lips of a child.  There is no sorrow like the sorrow of a child.  There is no comfort like the comfort we give to the smallest, the weakest, the most dependent on us.  Let us not bring to children the books with hidden agendas.  Let us bring the light and education of love.  Through the language of love to the littlest ones of all races, creeds and kinds, do we provide understanding and comfort and an opportunity for peace.  This is the potential for Peace; the shared light.

In peace must we rise, in peace must we fall, but in peace we must believe, right to our bones.  We must gather together, as adults, and provide living presence of Peace to those who will inherit what we have left behind.  Let us hold each other through the darkened times and watch the horizon, together, for coming light that we began with simply being a light unto ourselves and expanded into a flame, one small heart at a time.

 
 

To A Big Sister

And how could we all have each other and not know it? 
Every time an email comes through I go on a crying jag.  I am going to be a dishrag before we meet. 401 hours left.  LOL.  Gosh, the world has gone quiet since I heard.  I am only interesting in processing this and preparing to meet you all.  My head swims with the wonder of it all.
I can’t wait to wrap my heart around you in the real.  I could never have ever fanaticized such a wonderful thing as this family I have.

Hello With All My Heart

And you have always been there,
in the shadow of my life,
beautiful brave mother.

My fairy godmother,
sifting the sort of dreams
that are so common to such as us;
heartful of the same longings.

Your picture eases towards me,
you wave, and I know you
from all my dreams of you.

I see my beautiful old age
in your face,
dear face, preparing to gather
those memories in to one place.

Hello with all my heart,
from Linda Mae, who could not know
it would take me half a lifetime
to settle this waiting.

My story, much like yours
is held out in my hands
like the gift we are to each other
when we thought we were alone
in the Universe. 

I wrap myself in the shawl of you
to end that longing for leaning
against each other, skin to skin
knowing we are one breath,
one family, one love
as great as that that gathered
names and faces to this place.

Let me tell you the story
of how you were with me
when I needed to be brave
and beautiful.
 

Sept - journal

I have longed for even a portion of this all my life.

To love and be loved is a powerful basic need;  Like air, we need to cross breathe with family;  Like water, we need to be soothed;  Like fire we need to be warmed by those who , right to the cells, care;  Like earth, we need a place to settle and people of consequence to settle with.

I am going through rollercoaster emotions; one moment I want nothing more than to weep for all the times I have needed such.  At times I want to stand on a mountain and scream into the valleys that I do not care if anyone in the world loves me, I am found.  At times, I melt with simple love and joy into the faces and the words and the voices more dear to me than all of life can ever guess.   At times, I want to stamp my foot, pout my lips and tell the world to take a flying leap, I no longer care if anyone else loves me, I have been found by love of my own.  At times, I stare off into blank space and remember those loneliest moments when I felt like someone had thrown their love over me like a shawl…I should have known the brothers and sisters and mother were out there sending such to me. 

I am the lover of life, the hugger of lonely things, the laughter right from the toes, the silliest and smartest moments have all been me and he is about to meet someone unlike any other.  I am sure, I will not be at my best when we all meet.  I will be nothing short of a sop rag saying things like, “OMG, over and over and over….I wish the moment we all are together to stand still, so I can fill every pore of my being with you all before we all burst into one another lives.   I think perhaps I may be stunned silent for the first time in my life.

Sometimes when I think of it, I envy those who had each other to hold on to in life.  I have a sense of being lonely all my life for that something I wished for.  To be found is unspeakably powerful in my life.  I no longer feel like it is me, alone, against the world.  It is like, there is this cushion to fall back on.  I realize no one has to love me for anything, but just the sense that they are there is empowering and comforting.

I do not need for anyone to do or be anything that absolutely who they are.  I thought I would stand alone for all my life.  To have all these brothers and sisters; these pieces of myself is more than a dream come true, more than a fervent prayer, more that I could hardly ever have believed.  Just to know they are there will hold me for the rest of my life, whether they do or not.