Entries Tagged as 'Kaibab'

Poetry of the Week

Shewolf 

What luminary essence lifts my pen to breathe again,
tongue to drip,
beyond the wave of man and kingdom,
friendship,
come to drum the beat of Nature
in she-wolf,

howling closer canyon.

She will always blow in winter,
distant noise caressing moon,
calling pack to gather poetry
in worlds of river, flowing spirit.

Soul of fur, circle round me,
in wiser wave of rustic embrace,

Maine’s lost face,
syllabic alpha, panting education,

you are huntress,
a wilder creature holding secret,
to bare my witness in feeble manifestation,

raising limb in wistful progress
to know its place in herd of hunted.

Invite me now to join your following,
crying lunar lungs to open,

for I am grateful line of star shine,

when night is right
to grow in wisdom,
this silver solitude, exploding,

to feed this ache of earth eroding.

 

© Kaibab at Allpoetry    http://allpoetry.com/kaibab

 

 

Knowing A Kaibab’s Keening

Creative spirits conceived of shooting stars,
womb-taught language of this earth
and music of words, phrases, stanzas;
his cells remembered hearing
heavenly verses and images
strung on lines that leaned onto each other
like best friends, like lovers, like soul mates’
breaths that were layered upon him before he breeched
waves of unqualified time between there and earth.

There is sunlight in his poetry; a greening of thoughts
that spring from near-dead trees that lean hard
towards heaven and wait for a dew-drop of his design
to soften her tough skin.

There are luminaries on dark nights;
pinpricks of hope, scattered on black velvet
provoking a poem of passion about how moon-sighs
move the earth…and me.

Sands of desert are shaped into lines of beauty;
olive oil, honey and slow wine of his study
waken taste buds for truth and testaments.

I am a forest, a plain, a rolling hill of refinement
when riding a frenzy of his writing about how lovely
a billowing dust storm can be when taken to task
by his pen that journeys a thousand thousand nights
to reach that exact moment when what is shaped
In his mind is scrolled to its end line.

He is sound of water; lake, stream, river,
ocean lapping at salient shores for new ways
to define themselves at his tutelage.

Oh, Kaibab, what wisdom flows from your fingertips
is but a drop in seas of silent coaching
Creator bent your hand to. We are your students,
your mentors, your friends, who hang on to your thoughts
as if they were the last lines attached to heaven ;
the very strands of light that nourish us
and cause us to put our own insignificant etchings
at your feet and ask that you consider them
poor as they are, as tokens of our gratitude
for teaching us the sounds of things we may have missed
while scratching our thin thoughts on tarnished paper.

©Carol Desjarlais

Real Poet

Staring at a page, blank of all except the word “TITLE”
and that meticulous calligraphy my best writing in weeks,
I try to find words in this perfect square, four walls
lined ceiling to floor with shelves filled with books
of poems, and books about poems, and books about what the really smart people
think about poets and poems.

Time taunts, but the sheet stares back at me, more blank
than that lonely feeling I get anymore, each time I hear
a hymn or a church bell toll; burns hotter than hands reaching in
to sneak out a piece of Sunday roast before supper.

Hands have closed calloused around my pen. Poet eyes
are long too dim to search out that face–
the visage that first shoved words into my soul
until it was so full up that fingers ached from squeezing
them out again–the face of the scrawny little Blackfoot girl, so bent
on tasting mud through every pore, that essence matted into her hair in clumps
as she rolled about in the bank of Otatso Creek,
daring Old Chief Mountain to lean further down to scold her poem,
knowing by his sloping grin he never would.

Page still empty,
the sun resurrects and glares through my library
blinds; settles again like dust on Eliot’s The Waste Land,
catalogued there, by some gross mistake, upon the shelf of books
with my name on the spine, behind an ornately framed
piece of paper also bearing my name, deeding the shelf
to me.

In that moment, I realize, the girl is now grown
and has my words tied up loosely in an old red bandanna
dangling out of her back pocket.  But at least I know
she is still running–letting them slip out on the wind
and never, ever trading them for deadlines of a publisher.

©ten thousand cicadas   http://allpoetry.com/ten%20thousand%20cicadas

 

Bruised But Bent To Paper ©Carol Desjarlais

While real poets were pouring pale-skinned sonnets
over smooth paper, I was skinning my brown knees
on my mother’s prayers.  While they wrote
long letters to wise professors, and waited for replies,
I was rolling in green grass, watching clouds
take flying lazy leaps off Old Chief Mountain.
When their fingers were stained with ink,
mine were busy molding clay in half-dry river banks.

I was transcribing songs of birds while they practiced
perfecting their calligraphy.  I lay sweating in shadows
of leaves, trying to see if God was peering through
woven branches and they were whittling words
to thrum of church hymns.  Diverted passions pulsed
like water surged from a fresh spring, on my father’s ranch,
and phrases muddied my body as if I had rolled in them.
They drank from fountains of bookish breasts
their mothers placed before them like a fine Sunday meal.

They weakened in glare of God’s staring face,
while I grew strong and tan and tendered
by running through sprinklers on Sunday’s lawn.

I may never be a real poet, but I know what poetry feels like
when it skates on a pond.  I know how a fine poem,
about horse sweat and cow manure, can fling me
into orgasmic ecstasy in remembrance of a rancher I loved.
I can wake in dark night and pen a poem about how it sounds
when a house breathes about death lying next door.
I can tell you, I would rather die, myself, than trade
a beating for a violin bow when my song might just be lovelier
because I know how to print bruises on paper.

 

 

 

Waiting On A Paiute’s Plateau

I know a Kaibab where Paiutes pummeled ground

with their paints, soft soled ponies with hand of warrior

on their shoulders.  Creation’s canvas canyon

whispers rise to remembering ear as ancient echoes

from beneath hushed skirt and ponderosa’s hem,

there came a son with language scrolling river rush of words

that winged on feather-sharp slope of colored stone

drawn up like mist to rainbow make

an arch of hope on further lands

where dry lips crack and breasty mounds

slump in wait for such recompense

as slurries from a prism’d sky.

Horse-sweat climb and shadowed lace on journeys taken,

metronome drop of hooves to mark the meter

of soliloquy formed like gem deposit in mind of man

soft-handing reins so path is purchased by holy fate;

sight and sound, of revelation’s ancestral hum

that makes sense to this man’s gathering

of the holy and the harbored that is unearthed

to be spread out on buckskin plied

by patient scraping of his hunter’s trove.

Poetry is revealed through cleared sight, and by means

of sifting through the common and the clumped is separated

from its overlooked commonness

to become testaments, even treasures, when handed to us

who wait for Moses who know what path to take,

what bush to sit beside, what exact phrases we have need to know.

From spectacular rim of canyon’s drop, the Phoenix rises

with wisdom clung between its claws; not commandments, rifling

in press and push of wingspan, but poetry to feed a multitude

of dry-mouthed protégées who wish for ways to embellish

the changes in geography through soulful rearrangement of senses.

©Carol Desjarlais

Written as tribute to an amazing poet

http://allpoetry.com/kaibab

Kaibab Plateau’s meadows and forests of dense ponderosa pine and mixed conifer to the brink of the spectacular north rim of the Grand Canyon, 1,000 feet higher than the south rim.   Kaibab” as the Paiute Indians called it.

She Is Poet Of My Pasture by kaibab

She is bard of yard and willow,

growing greener grass
to graze omnipotence
in blaze of windy sigh,

her harvest healing heaven’s hole,
when word is note to sing forever.

She is harsher breath to bare intolerance,

when yellow leaves
are holding fast to last year’s branch,
afraid of flying breeze-filled sky,

seeking winter’s crystal kiss
to feathered love in still compassion.

This Native wolf, as she

to wander fabled forest,
in ancient mist,
drifting water’s wisp for choice,
healing voice in wilder whisper,

from beyond far shore
of first encounter;

her crisper metaphor,

as silver bond,
in rounder nipple of beast,
and resurrection,

Lupa eyes to sign true waves of rolling ripple,
shimmering pond, as crippled page
of rounder art.

I am only mountain’s cowboy,

trying to believe in fountains
spilling words of spring’s impatient measure,

through ancient valleys,
drinking pleasure.

Bare my name
to hear her howl,
in hooves embracing the taste of fall,

New England crying Colorado,

merging night,
inventing prowl
in birth of sun,

on fur-born shadow.

©kaibab

http://allpoetry.com/poem/4321059

Kaibab’s new poem for me

Do you know my eyes

that spill in leather limitation,
lifting scrim to feather;

shine to find,
a lost-love constellation?

I breathe your trust in stars,
inhaling,
holding heaven’s pact, as sequins,

resting rolls of yeasted leaven,
through bread I spread in light,
still feeding;

noble breeding, breaking crust, dust to dust
in needing night
to find, as sacramental salvage,

the way of wag, in tail to keep it.

Carol,
you are sacred spirit,
waging war,

between cold flesh and windy secret,

score to bore, as bare intention
weaving lines of apprehension,

down life’s wishing list to check
as promised.

Such a graceful gift
of intellect,

New England dialect, panting twisted Nature,
soft in north wind, pounding verse
to noble revelation;

and due respect,

you flow in garden’s growing,
slow at times
to talk in temple,

showing love through supplemental freedom,
gnawing lips at subtle throat,

soul-sun,

as thawing moat,
still crossing,
shimmered truth

to tell in tossing.

I crave romantic waves of righteous,

saving slaves,
united in gifts of wilder work,
so quiet,

never shirking sound
from symmetry,

but knowing love
will find it’s circle,

level,

to dance our swollen fields of springtime.

©Kaibab

http://allpoetry.com/poem/4299147

http://allpoetry.com/kaibab

http://www.amazon.com/Paint-Me-Beautiful-collection-poetry/dp/1424162106/ref=sr_1_1/002-8116614-2083254?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1173122908&sr=1-1

Brave To Blush - by Kaibab

Still life breathes my Canyon’s voice,
as shadows
bending note of wind
to blow her name
in she wolf, native sounds
of wilder verse,
heard in sigh,
her stretching hand
across these rocky crags,
of Passion’s fur,
painting fire
in licking ancient wounds,
seeping darkened memories
to eastern blush
of billowed promise
in Morning’s quill,
enchanting spirit
to find as night,
her desert place
reborn to flower.
I give my gratitude,
as silhouette

to stretch and grow,
in vision brushed with motion,
this lighted trail in watered black,
as drifting wing
of true inheritance
to share my Raven’s dream
of dance without an end
in Feather’s enlightenment,
with kindred form of New England’s echo,
where Nature finds her People’s prophesy
pointing peace
in paper trail,
a great white stone,
is sure to follow.
  —-kaibab