Entries Tagged as 'Letters to My Sisters'

A New Favorite Poem Of Mine - Bittersweet Woman

she came, sharp script of lips under tight pinched lines

of pursed pout, eyes sharp as darts

cheeks sucked in to hollows of harrowed thoughts

bitter, bitter, woman

I met an old woman softly padding pine spills

in a brittle forest full of fall gusts of cold wind

her laughter at leaves as they danced caught in my shawl

berry ripe women, sweetened by frost

she rubbed her hands raw, worrying,

about staying so long out in the cold

I stayed with a friend

who was eating chocolate-chip

Ben-and-Jerry’s-ice-cream-

kind-of-sorrow for the third day

and held her hand through her crucifixion

and hung to her coattails on her rise

rising, rising, woman

©Carol Desjarlais

Seize Your Stories By The Throat

sisters, seize your stories by the throat

and shake them until their teeth rattle

pluck those things you thought to be truths

petal by page until there are no words

left

aligned

sputtering sadly across stiletto-heeled sheets

weep over them.  Let tears

weaken what has been thought

as who you were

let the black wash into beautiful flowing lines

with no exact meaning

just a little bit of more truth

for the moment

tear bindings apart, if you have to,

let the guts wobble their way out

into the sunshine where they can warm

from the freeze we have been in

because someone decided who we were

and made ice sculptures of our warmest wishes

seep out of the blur and dance a dirge,

make others think you have lost their mind

of you

of us

write poetry about yourself on blossoms,

press words that come from the tip of your tongue

onto lips of lovers,

onto cheeks of sisters,

onto fingertips of children

let those who care to know you

taste your purple passion, pulsating

somewhere in the center of your head

but never give it away

no story is worth much without cost

we paid our dues, sisters.  Look,

a fire of fine books soon delivers ashes

that the wind picks up

or the rain makes cement of

let your story be carved with kisses,

with cup of hand

to breasts, to lovers’

wishes to enter that sacred channel

and find the voice that tells it all

in blue lines we have filled in

with purple words and turquoise tears

that were, for that moment,

our most real story

I Am Fire, Feed Me

I am red dawn in the East, sacred menses of Earth
dancing at low belly brow while winds whisper how blessed
is the Universe for this dusky renewal of Creation.

I am star map; little ember notes pinned on dark-cork night
for storing knowledge that wise men can read.

I am glowing smudge under seventeen willows,
where forgiveness is sought, and help, and bathing
in prayers that seek me through opened pores.

I am the seventh fire of peace, licking cedar and sage;
smoke from my burning, fanned by eagle feather
as call to Creator that we are still here ~and believe.

I am fire of some man’s hearth, a comely daughter,
a sister, a mother of all I inspire.

Come, fold into me and know heat of my heart,
flare of passion in my eyes, billowing flames of my soul,
wrapping warm comfort of my embrace.

I am fire. Your fire. One streaking molten comet
in love with this Universe. See me dance when I am sacred
and shawled in Northern skies hope of our forefathers
more promise than rainbow, more stunning
than lightning strike. I am hungry
for you to feed me your faith.

One To All

Look this is One:
One heart that beats with all,
One Mind that knows all.
One Spirit that believes in all.
This One is created and dissolves as all.
This One is breath that matches all breath.
This One’s story is part of all stories.
This is the seeker of all and the finding of all.
This One is both yearning for love and love itself.
This light is but a flicker of all lights.
This is hope of One and hope of all.
This is song and silence of all.
This One is this moment, this One Chance
for all to be One, like butterfly to air
and air to butterfly.
This is One Test to see if we remember
We are all One and One is all us.
Do not miss this flutter.

Bitter Berry-mouthed Sister

Bitter chokecherry lips,
pursed on pathetic pits,
you spit angry seeds
on fragile ground ~
no crease of caution
for what lies beyond your spew.

Tart-tongued truant,
clenched in furrows,
wild flowers strangle
on canker of your caustic remarks,

frost was meant to sweeten you.