Entries Tagged as 'That Kind Of Real'

That Kind Of Rain and reply by Orean

That Kind Of Rain

I.

one that deserts heaven

to leap to a prayer-tipped, face

and mixes with tears, like watercolor

brush to wet canvas

that kind of Rain

II.

one that slides slowly to a new slant

in order to give a newly budded blossom

its first kiss

that kind of Rain

III.

little bit that fills a rain gauge

after a long dry spell

and that one last drip

runs over the quivering lip

that kind of rain

IV.

let me heaven heaven-spiral,

blue on blue, to colors’ cup

it sips to nourish new ways of being wet

but never down

that kind of rain

a high sung carol

dropping note by note

Reply from Orean:

Orean  http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-KlP9VAsrab_njRKB86w-?cq=1&p=139#comments

A tiny raindrop…
One of millions: insignificant
A face in the crowd: unnoticed
It has no meaning,
There are more from whence it came.
No future: No past
Nothing matters: Nobody cares
Who am I?
Who are you?
Does anybody know: Really
Does anybody care: Sincerely
Who cares if it is gone,
There are more to take its place.
What makes me so special: Honestly
What makes you stand out: Realistically
Have you left your mark?
Will you be remembered?
Or will you be like the raindrop: Forgotten
Be more of the same: Indistinguishable

©Orean

Thank you, Orean,

I want to be that raindrop that leaps to a lover’s face.  I want to be that raindrop that gives a blossom its first kiss.  I wish to be that raindrop that fills the gauge…. what a wonderful poem.  Thank you for sharing it.  Carol.

That Kind Of Silence

She Breathes

I.

a fog moving over an ocean spit,

like a woman laying a blanket

over a sleeping child,

a napping lover,

the face of her dead mother

holy movement

that kind of silence

II.

sun rising, over curled eyelash

of a half-awake horizon,

like a silk blanket

sliding over your skin

as you rise;  like sigh in slip

from bed so as not to stir

morning’s dust resting

on the sill

that kind of silence

III.

snowflake dance stopped

by questing tongue;

a kiss stolen suddenly

in the end of drawn breath

ready to swipe as sword,

muted by tip and lip

that kind of silence

IV.

power of a strobing star,

set as cross above a pinion pine

when moon has drawn her curtain

for her absolutions;

a woman’s sink into scented water,

and feels his skin

that kind of silence.

© Carol Desjarlais

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That Kind of Goodbye

I.

a few sips down the throat

and it will be finished

but foam will stay

for a few residual moments

on the lip

of that kind of Goodbye

II.

bitter taste of something thick

still clinging to the roof of mouth

and back of throat

that does not know how to completely say

that kind of Goodbye

III.

tip of tongue moving

against gums and teeth

as evening lowers it bones

to be gnawed on because there is

some flavor left

that kind of Goodbye

IV.

long after falling to sleep

ears hear ticking

of some alarm

not set to go off

until later

and knowing it will

stun me stupid

clinging half inch off the covers

even though I expected

that kind of Goodbye

That Kind of Cave

I.

Plato knew the disguise of shadows

pretending to be light

and runners came into the camp

to warn a new campaign

was riding hard over sage and slither

to take away the right to live

in gentle culture’s Sweat lodge life

that kind of cave

II.

Crunching bones of gotten gain,

Wolf knew the reason to digest

even rottenest of meat

when catch was meager

or easily fended off

but for this cracking

those that wait for her

to feed upon her best thought thoughts

waiting, whining whelps,

in darkness that shed little light

that filled the gut of bright eyed need to know

laying on well-worn rocks

that kind of cave

III.

Seedlings know false springs and sprouts

but I, the gardener must pluck

weed from flowerbed

and leave potential pulsing in the dark

for its time and place and truth

underneath pine-spill acid and raindrops

and doves that would love to take them

in their craw, should they not stay hidden

in that kind of cave

That Kind of Woman

I.

a woman, peering through shroud

of curtain after curtain

of many kinds of rain

and clouds, and crowds

with faces turned up in hope

and she gives it, one phrase at a time

like the shadows that peak

through softest satin

when the night light is right

that kind of woman

II.

a lake, an elongated moon,

a passion stroking surface

like a silver swan skims

dark from a heavy dew-stained glass

she is a parter of branches

for better view of the mirror

that reflects her

that kind of Woman

III.

a simple sigh, a terrible sigh,

a sigh heard from heaven

to the depths of hell

from a throat that is so softened

it can no longer hold it

and yet lays out paper, and a pen,

sits on steps and lets stars fill her

in places that sighs have left empty

that kind of Woman

IV.

she is cupped palm of grace,

of agape, of passion

that reaches to cover her face,

and mine,

when it feels like sorrow

might startle us

and cause us to flee

from this spiral suction

that dares to try

to lead one of us ashore

while the other treads hardest waters

that kind of Woman

is swan

That Kind Of Father

I.

a man who sweeps snow off the porch

and blazes a trail

before sun comes up

or stars go down

so his son can take out the garbage

to that very spot

he spent an hour shoveling around

that kind of father

II.

one who took is daughter

to her Daddy-daughter date

and didn’t dance

because he couldn’t,

and besides, he didn’t know

how to hold her

but held her elbow

when she got in the car

when the music was over

that kind of father

III.

a voice that softened when angry,

so you had to lean in to hear

and wished you hadn’t

for then you saw the hurt

in his eyes that his words would not give away

that kind of father

IV.

who took his own aging

like he took reins,

firmly, but softly so he would not harden

the mouth of his team,

his daughter, his son;

let years take its own course

but piled memories

like straw on the hayrack,

that he would stack

and restack, in case of need

later, when their was a run-away

and something ate all his hard harvest

that kind of father

That Kind Of Grace

I.

sweeping vestibule

with vicious broom

until nothing is left but motes,

there is

that kind of Grace

II.

boat crossing lake, full speed,

as if arrival were the thing,

chugging to a stop

to avoid a skim of geese

that kind of Grace

III.

Grace, strewn like petals

on a steep climb

That Kind Of Voice

 

I.

 

a mother, holding her feverish new baby

and whispering:

“Heal!”

 

that kind of voice

 

II. 

 

a wife, feeling life leave the hand

of her longest lover,

“Wait for me!”

 

that kind of voice

 

III.

 

a Medicine woman,

saying broken hearts

are why oceans rise

 

fluids in my body respond

 

that kind of voice

 

IV.

 

a child, weeping in shade of tree,

at answers in sacred hum of bark

bent towards him

like mother he has lost

 

that kind of voice

 

V. 

 

They speak with ancients

in sounds as soft

as breaking of a butterfly’s wing

 

that kind of voice

Tenderness, Poetry and Patience - That Kind of Real

That Kind of Tenderness

I.

she loosens draped veils,

they snake down her body slowly,

revealing buttery flesh

rounded by breath of offering

that kind of tenderness

II.

Mother, holding her dying baby,

memorizing each feature, finger and toe

by heart that will wait eternity

that kind of tenderness

III.

a soldier holds his wounded veteran wife

even though she can no longer

hold him back because a roadside bomb

tore her baby blue wedding dress dreams

that kind of tenderness

IV.

I trace the ragged scars

that once represented something of femininity;

babies’ suckle, lover’s taste,

still able to feel what it can not know

except by the tender cup of his palm

holding air

that kind of tenderness

That Kind of Poetry

I.

Words that twist themselves up in Joy,

spill across the page like children running

in fields or riotous daisies

that kind of poetry

II.

new babies bright eyes over mother’s shoulder,

icecream on the forehead,

butterflies stalling midflight

that kind of poetry

III.

crippled man learning to walk

on prostheses of phrases,

stumble down stories of war,

and love, and bliss seeping

through cracks that can trip you up

that kind of poetry

IV.

I can’t write that exact language.

I breathe it, though,

like a half-hung criminal

hanging on truths and borrowed bridges

who finds the knot loosens

on a happenstance swing

and I can read minds

who are oasis’s mid-desert mirage

to a woman who is dying

of thirst for such as this;

that kind of poetry

That Kind of Patience

I.

She waits like half-starved whelp

for him to come

as food boils over,

goes dry,

yet she re-warms it over and over

and hopes for kept flavor ~

that kind of patience

II.

brewing and stewing a baby

in an overstretched wombful

of belief in miracles

with right number of toes, and fingers

and cells doubling in the right places,

praying she has

that kind of patience

III.

he doesn’t hear,

so she yells,

without sounding angry,

or hurt, or spiteful

he loses things, misunderstands,

comes to bed with beer-breath,

wakes up too early,

holds his breath at night

until she shakes him

and she learns to let it go

he forgets to say he loves her

but remembers to put flowers

on his first wife’s grave, once a year

slurps his soup, eats with his knife,

steals her covers, takes a bigger piece

than she but then she uses onion in his food

and he hates onions

so it is give and take

that kind of Patience